I'm not sure what that means.
Thing is, I do like my job, it’s just that I wish I had the determination to be really really good at it.
(Note on August 12, 2012: This was originally posted on my Tumblr. I'm doing some online housekeeping and I figured I'd leave my Tumblr out of the drama and corral introspective shit here. I left my blog last August of 2009 but I've reemerged somewhere between that and this.)